Am I in withdrawl from AH????
Hey guys,
I haven't been on in awhile; I have read a little but just didn't feel like posting. I have been in a funk for a few days. I think I am in withdrawl....Is there such a thing?
AH was gone when we got back on Sunday. He doesn't have my phone number so he can't call. He us under an Order of Protection so he can't come around. The business is closed up tight.
For the first time in 25 years, I don't know where he is living or what he is doing. I haven't seen or heard from him since Friday. I know that he is very depressed and that worries me.
I thought that I was so prepared for this, what in the world is going on with me? I don't want him back, but I am going nutz not knowing if he's OK.
People ask me how I am doing, and I start tearing up. I keep listening to dopey country songs. I don't even LIKE country music!!!
All I wanted for all those months was for him to be gone so we could have some peace. Now he is and I can't figure out why I feel like this. Any suggestions or enlightenment from my SR family?
((((HUGS))))