Originally Posted by
Sophia57 
I think I still love him, I'm so overwhelmed i cant sort out my own feelings and I cant afford a counsellor at all.
Instead of focusing on whether he will relapse, I would take the time to consider this. Counseling does not have to be expensive, though you say you have pleaded with HIM to go to one - why would the money be available for him and not you? I lost myself in the alcoholic. I am not saying you can't be a source of support for him, but what about you?
Take care. ((()))