Thansk to those who complimented me, but I can take no credit, I give all that to God & AA.
Parentrecovers yiou are right, I am still a newbie, but one that is blessed far more then I fell I deserve, I can remember wandering "What in the world am I going to do without drinking to fill my time.
I quickly figured out that what was going to take the palce of drinking.... LIFE!
I was amazed at how much of the beauty of life drinking blinded me to, flowers in the median strip, the stars, the breeze, the smell in the breeze, the oleasure of just seeing and smelling the world, the sounds in it.
The goodness of my fellow man, emotions that had been hidden with booze, feeling love, being loved.