Ann, Eyes, and Daffodil,
Thanks for your reponses....I am working on myself and focusing on what I need and the childrens needs. Even though his grumpy attitude is showing it's face, I am maintaining and not getting sucked into fights over nothing!
I have already looked into my feelings and I decided a year ago that I would be staying.....the good out weighs the bad at this point....not to say that couldn't change later. However, I do see myself when the children are gone growing sick of it.....but that decision is not for today.
I do realize that an alcoholic can not drink AT ALL....not even BEER!! HE evidentially does not believe that he is an alcoholic (or if he does he is not ready to admit it) ......maybe that day will come...maybe it won't.
I need to take my recovery to the next level.....so my family better get ready, I am turning up the heat!
Blessings to you all, thanks for the hugs,
Constant