misscommunicat - THANK YOU! You guys are all so great. I honestly don't know what I'd do without this site. I have to go to Laramie, WY on Wednesday - I think I'll attend my very first AA meeting while I'm there. Thanks for your understanding and encouragement. You know, I actually cried a little when I read the last couple of posts. It's great to know that someone I don't even know cares what's happening. This whole thing with a baby in the house full-time, at 56 years old, is quite a challenge. I appreciate everyone's support. Thank you!