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Welcome,
When using any mind altering substance our brains become NUMB to FEELINGS. Your addiction lasted ten years. Yes, you will feel lost because you are feeling overwhelmed just by FEELING. Feeling scared, alone, confused, sad, maybe angry, are feelings that have been numbed for a long time. It is normal to feel the way you do.
Now you can grow in sobriety and lots of folks are eager to help you. JUST keep coming here and you will be ok.