Hugs to you June
I know what it's like to feel the cracks in the bravado. I guess you have to grab onto every positive you can think of. Maybe the Beav will be exposed to some good rehab while doing his time? I would really hope so. Maybe some of the isloation of being in jail will make the Beav focus inward and see where he needs to heal and grow? I will say a prayer that this will be a healing experience for your son. I'm sorry that you are carrying a heavy load right now.
Peace,
Gabe
P.S. I think a pearl studded tiara might be in order. How's that for pearls?