janit....rantings are how i got throught it all, hon.....hells fire, don't ever be afraid to rant!!!! let's just hope that all of us here don't get the same bug up our arses at the same time to have to rant......there would be no one to help calm us down, we would go on a huge rampage, storm the streets and take no hostages!!! we could probably even hunt down osama bin laden with all the adrenalin and skills we would have.
so now, back to glass.....i want to thank you for sharing this, glass. i admire and respect your recovery. you sound wonderful.....and thanks for giving us here some insight into this addiction that has caused us so much pain, grief, and, above all else.....a chance for recovery within ourselves.