wow - you all REALLY do get what I am going through. I have my family and friends here to support me...but they don't just don't understand sometimes. I don't blame them of course. I guess we have to go through it to really get it. sigh.
I have my family on my side telling me to end it NOW.
Then I have his family trying to convince me to stay and give him the "support" he needs in this hard time.
I feel torn sometimes. Within myself too.