Just feeling heartbroken today
Hi everyone,
I've been off line for a few days...trying to pick up the pieces here.
I've told my AH that I want a divorce. He is now playing the "I can't get better if she leaves me" card. His parents are buying it hook, line, and sinker.
sigh.
I saw him yesterday. He was like a child. Sobbing and begging. I did not know that a broken heart could hurt this bad. I am learning first hand.
Sometimes I think that I should give him hope that there is a chance to save our marriage in hopes that it will motivate him to seek help etc. Other times I think that he has already had his chances and that he proved to me over and over again that he has no regard for my needs and that drinking is always first.
How do you find the strength to stay away when they beg and cry? I am trying.