Day 2 of sobriety...... for the 200th time...
hi,
Been reading posts on here and also have lurked on and off for the last several months...
Cant seem to get totally serious about not drinking.... i still "flirt" with it... drinking a few beers several nights a week. Then saying im going to quit... then drinking again.... merry go round deal.
i cant get serious about anything tho, not just drinking (quitting). Cant commit to things...which is why i dont go to AA...ive gone before... its ok.... but cant/wont/dont go on a regular basis. Not afraid, just very lazy I think. Im the ultimate loner, love to stay home, etc., think part of this is from years when i had severe social phobias and panic attacks and i got into the habit of just never going out, etc.
i guess not looking for advice, since i seem to be a know it all type... ug.... just looking for support. This seems to be a very good, no, excelllent, message board. I pray I will quit drinking for good in 2007....
thanks for letting me share....
peace,
o