Hi gypsy, I was feeling like I am reading this forum all day, I wish someone would say hi!
Thanks mate.
I have kept to my alcohol withdrawal quota and that will see me through to seeing my Doc on Tuesday, I beat a BIG temptation to say to myself
'this could be your last drink and you are only getting a little bit so you don't withdraw? Say goodbye in style! Get a bottle-get a litre! ...then we will have said goodbye properly.'
But I got what I had planned on, and got a little bit of self-respect back along with it.
I have nearly finished it now, it is hard to reconcile the thoughts that this could be my last ever drink with the 'one day at a time' approach I have to use to quit.
I tried a major binge to say goodbye to it, that didn't work, I think it's better we just end with a little whimper.