Lost,
Congrats on day 4!
It's rough and tough, but it's worth it. You are on the right track. It may hurt, but it's the right thing to do. Do it for yourself and your little girl.
She desreves to have a sober daddy.
Sometimes we all need to look for pity. Everyone else here has a hard time as well. The best thing we can do is try to help and stay sober. Everyone here wants to help you. I hope you'll keep posting....
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