syusha, welcome to recovery...
syusha
My sponsor just tells me, "if you want to drink, you just will." But the thing is, I really don't want to.
yep, we believe you dont want to...
for years, i didnt want to... i thought i had to.. it wasnt until i had a emotional rearangment... my reaction to life, others, and the real hard one... me!... could i put the drink/drug down .. and keep it down up til today... i say today, because tomorrrow aint here yet...
good wishes.................... xxoo, rz