How about YOU read my posts, I am seeing my doctor for help to stop drinking because I know it is killing me.
Why would I ask my doctor for antabuse which is specifically not recommended for people with a heart condition?
Is it OK if antabuse kills me because at least I was using it to stop drinking which was killing me.?
I think it is you who has the confusion, not me.
What I am monitoring is my withdrawals not my aneurism.
But, you go ahead and drink and drink and think nothing of it as it pertains to someone with a heart condition.
I obviously do think something of it, it is part of the reason why I am here and why I plan to quit.
Get a grip.
Oh and thanks for reminding me my heart condition is impossible to monitor and could kill me, that was a nice positive thought for me to take to bed.