Starting Over Again!
What’s wrong with me? I don’t understand, maybe I’m not supposed to though. Maybe I’m just supposed to accept my failure at face value and move on. I posted on Monday about how I went home at lunch and poured out every bit of liquor I had. I felt really good about it too, until that night when I wanted a drink so bad it wasn’t even funny. I had no money at the time so I roughed it. Got up the next morning and for once in a long time was happy with myself. Well, anyway my mom gave me some money to help me out. You think I used it all wisely? I’m sure you all know what I did with at least some of it. Yep, went to the liquor store. Needless to say I ended up wasted.
Didn’t really beat myself up too bad for it. Can’t keep dwelling on the past. Going to pick myself up and start over. Back to day one. Thanks for letting me talk.