I really hate that we can't use colors or smileys cause everything comes across (rereading what I wrote) harsh, or to me it does. I hope you know it wasn't meant like that. It was very pink. :-) And it was meant as more of a sincere question? Not so accusatory....
Plus, e.d.'s scare me, I've watched too many people die, so I may get a bit hyper about them, lol, maybe I should talk to a therapist about that, eh. ;-)