I don't preceive you as being complicated. I do see you as a person who is hard to please, which makes sense. If you can find something wrong enough with everyone else, you can put diatance between your self and them. These are all choices, including who enters and effects your life. There may be all there disappointments but there is only one face looking back at you in the mirror. My question to you is simple. Do you want to change the choices you make and the outcomes or are you making statements about you are the way you are?