how to deal
My husband was in rehab for 21 days, has been sober for 3 weeks, until I think today. I don't know for sure if he has been drinking, but the behaviors are that I saw tonight are way too similar. I wonder about his mental state. He has been saying how confused his mind is. Also I'm having a hard time dealing with the porn he downloads when he has been drinking which I found on a disc he forgot to take out. I just feel sick to my stomach when I found it. He has some sexual addiction or compulsion problems also. I'm just so tired of it all. I go to Al-Anon which helps, but when I'm in the middle of all the crap, I can't help think why do I stay?