Financially I have no other alternative if I do decide to leave. We live in a house owned by his father. There isn't the option of him leaving. I would only need to be with my parents about 6 months, then I could get an apartment. Right now, since I am home, I am trying to pay off some bills while paying the major bills to make it easier on myself if I do leave permanently. I don't want to burden my sister's family anymore, that's why I decided I can't keep running over there. I need to either stay or go. It's a hard decision, I don't want to go!