thankyou all :0)
I did go to two AA meetings but hubby is working later at nights and Ive not being able to go as I cant get a sitter at that time.
I rang a CADS councilour(sp)( Comminity,and Alcohol and drugs) which I am going to ring weekly as with school holidays I would have the children in tow .
(Does it seem Im coming up with excuses?) and I am going to join a online kiwi group for locals end of Jan. I know its a hard road and Im still very scared but wriitng this at 6am ( thanks to a bubbly happy 13 month old little girl who is a early riser) I feel positive. I know I have to change my afternoon routine so thats my plan for the day.
thankyou all again
Ang