Wow! All of your replies were wonderful and very heartwarming. It's nice to know that there are women out there who understand exactly what I am going through. The mood swings, contradictions, the blame, the 'blah, blah, blah'. I found this forum not because I wanted someone to tell me everything would be alright, but because I wanted someone to say 'look, I know how you feel' and that is exactly what I found! Thanks!