I am here with my H because I love him. plain and simple. I don’t care what other people’s opinions are of me, I don’t care if my parents are disappointed in me, it doesn’t matter, because they are not walking in my shoes and are not living my life. I am learning to set boundaries and help myself, pray to my HP daily, and let go of the powerlessness I have over his addiction. He is currently in recovery, but there are no guarantees for the future. I am learning that one day at a time is literally saving my life, how do I explain that to someone who has not gone through what it’s like to live with an active addict?
Gracie, if you decide to stay with yours, you do not have to justify or explain your actions to anyone…do what is true to your heart, pray to your HP and your answers will come to you. I wholeheartedly agree with jojo too.
((hugs))