Hi and Welcome!
My long term depression is why I began AA recovery.
In order to stay sober. I left my stressful job
and my drinking lover.
My depression left at 2/3 months sober.
I learned to live on less income and no hassles.
My drunk lover survived our parting
And I have thrived!
I do hope you will find a way out of the mess.
I did.
Blessings