I found a local Al-Anon meeting last night and spoke to a nice lady called Carol who is going to meet me before the meeting so that i don't bottle out. I think i may have thrown him out by then though or he'll at least be packed.
We had a argument last night as he couldn't find his licence - guess who's fault that was?? He dropped me off at work this morning and sped off. In the car for 15 minutes and he didn't say a single word to me all the way. As i sit here at my desk i'm crying once again wondering why this is happening to me and hoping against hope that he'll have a moment of clarity today and realise what has been going on but he won't and i might as well accept that he's lost forever.
