If you don't miss it then there's no real reason to drink again?
But as you said:
"this is what happened last time i quit after a few weeks it didn't bother me not drinking and i think that is were my downfall is because after a while i think that i can take it or leave it and end up back on the same old road"
Sounds like a trick to me or maybe it would just be doing the same thing and expecting different results?