Hey Indigo, sounds like you need to get a new sponsor. While your "stuck" there might be a good idea to work out how to either extricate yourself or enjoy the round-up.
Recentlly I have discovered that whenever I start pointing a finger and letting the anger flow that there is something going on with me. As they say here pointing my finger at others leaves 3 fingers pointed back at me. Not a big deal just that there may be some things you can learn about you for your benifit in recovery.
Thinking of you.
Kevin