prettywoman

For your input I really needed that.!

I feel totally ****** today. I feel sad and tired. I learned that I can't count on him and it really came as a shock almost, I don't even know why. I should have known.

I am not in a good place today. I feel sad and upset because of what happened. I am going to take myself today and go to the pool and just meditate and take some time for me for a couple of hours.

I know that he will call again and he will tell me he is sorry. I am sure he is because I am sure by now he feels like **** for what he did and so he should.

Sometimes I just for the life of me can't comprehend how he does the things he does.

I am still in my serenity allthough it was shaken up yesterday and still feels a little shaky today. I am not going to let this get me so down that I loose my serenity I worked so hard for.

Does he know what he is doing? His world is such a chaos and such a drama, it is suffercating.