**** Ma,
I too send you wishes for a healthy happy life.
And, what C'est la Vie said, I agree with.
You are the only one who can decide if you are or are not an alcoholic, contrary to the desire on the part of others to come to certain conclusions on your behalf. You may have gone through a phase of drinking too much, as is described in the BB, and perhaps you will not return to that place again. For your sake, I hope that is the case.
If you discover that you are crossing the line, if your mind is not free of thoughts of drinking, or if you just miss us, please know that we will always welcome you around here!!!
Open arms, open hearts!
For you
