Well I certainly wouldn't go at it with the the belief that moderation fails time and time again. If you truly think that you're not alcoholic then it shouldn't be a problem. If you are an alcoholic it will continue to get more difficult to stop in the future. I hope for your sake that you're not an alcoholic - just someone who drank too much for a period of her life.
But always remember that you're welcome here no matter what. Glad to have you for the time you were here.