Hi Lillamy, I'm glad you're sharing here and thank you.
When I first attended Al-Anon meetings, it was suggested that I make a decision to make NO decisions during my first 6 months in Al-Anon. I did this and in fact, for a whole year, because I really needed a lot of fixing-up! I've heard it said often that God works through people and I've become a true believer of this!
I learned not to project my future because when I did so, it was always in the negative! Always gloom and doom and more worry. I kept practicing
"Staying in the Now." And finally, I found that so long as I worked the program, the program worked for me.
I wish you strength and courage on your new path to the good life, whether or not your hubby stops drinking.
Good luck to you and please keep coming back to share, okay?
Hugs,
Luv