****, hang in and give time time...
i'm a muscian, a drummer... the bar, club, collage circut was a real big help to my demise... i waited over a year to be in the right state of mind to be able to go back up on a stage, booze, drug free... and i must say... the first night was a real awakening to the power of sobriety... doing what i love to do. sober... what a trip... after puting tons of work in my recovery, working w/Big Foot (sponser), the rooms and the steps, and my online sites... i now can do what i love, and go in a club for the right reasons.. i'm not chic shopping, looking for drugs, and certantly not get'n pie-eyed...
****, what i have been show is called motives... mine are now in all the riight places... and ****, letmetellya, when the tequila flows by my nose, i do sit up and get a few flashbacks... so ****, even after a few 24's, it's stil flurt'n with disaster for me to get behind the old drum kit in a club...
good wishes ****...xxoo, Zip