(((dvandjc))) Welcome. I am sorry about what you are going thru right now. I will pray for you. My AH is only 36 yrs old, but I can tell a difference in his overall health. Of course, he would NEVER go to a doctor ! You need to take care of yourself ! physically and mentally. I have only been posting/reading on this site for a couple of weeks, but the support and honesty here is amazing !