Hello Sweetie, im sorry to hear that your under that type of preussure from your spouse..., Anna is right he should'nt restrict your money, that does sound like control, and emotional abuse, with that type of talk ...!
I also looked and still do outside for love...! When i know i have to learn to my best friend, n love me...! It feels wierd...but i keep trying by wearing nice clean clothes of my style...
lol,...but im finding me in this journey, the women i never thought i would be,...!?! wow...!
I know your feeling in pain right now just know,...that you will know the right thing to do at the right time,...have faith,...in keep your strength, dont let anyone take that from you...!
Big hugs ........................
