Thanks Anna, in my program I am battling my past demons. I was abandoned by my bio. mother as a child and then when my dad did become a part of my life (got out of prison) he abandoned me also for a new family.
I know alot of my issues stem from this. Unfortunately, I will never be able to rectify things withmy bio mom, I was told she passed away years ago from AIDS. I never knew her. My dad. pppttthhhHe has no idea the hurt he has caused me. But I will get it out to him eventually. I am trying to get better. I know theere is a good person inside me. Even though my bio mom left me my paternal g-parents adopted me and made me theirs. But the issues are still there. I am trying to fight these demons. I am working on loving myself. I need therapy and lots of it. Thank you for your insight, you were right on it.