missy101
Welcome, I believe Al-Anon may have the anwsers for you...I know it did for me....I really don't know where I'd be today if I hadn't found the beautiful people in my support group and the program that I believe saved my sanity and gave me the courage to find MY life again....
Living with the disease of alcoholism is a fatal disease not only for the drinker but for relionships, marrages, and can be fatal for those of us who live with it....
I hope you find the courage to go to the meetings where you can find help & fellowship.
Love and prayers from one who cares,