Okay my Tuesday NIght Drinking Buddy
here at work, just asked me to go tonight.
I emailed her and said I couldn't, but I really really really want to go.
I know I shouldn't.
Rob will be home waiting for me. Probably with dinner and he is doing so well.
I was doing just fine until she asked.
I told her this morning that I wasn't going to drink anymore and that I'd maybe join the YMCA and we could work out on Tuesday's instead of Drinking. She said great. She goes to AA sometimes too. We both talk about how we drink too much while we drink.
Anyway.
She sent an e-mail that said
YMCA or TGI FRIDAYS for drinks??????
I just said I can't to anywhere tonight, but now I just really want to go.
I can one thing do this.
I've got two hours here yet. By 5:00 I'll probably be telling her yes.
I CAN'T DO IT EVERYONE. I'VE GOT TO GOHOME ROB IS WAITING FOR ME AND I JUST DON'T WANT TO GO. WHY DID SHE ASK ME TO GO WHEN I TOLD HER I WASN'T GOING TO DRINK. I WONDER IF I DO THAT TO PEOPLE TOO.
OH I JUST HATE THIS SH#T. IT GETS ME SUPER MAD.
ALL I HAVE TO DO IS LIE AND SAY I'M WORKING LATE. HE'D BELIEVE ME.
WHY COULDN'T SHE JUST TAKE MY "NOT DRINKING" THAT I TOLD HER THIS MORNING AS A NO.
I'M DEPRESSED NOW. STUPID BEER P#SSES ME OFF