I get scared of my dreams sometimes. I dream I'm relapsing then I wake up and I'm sometimes even a bit sad because sometimes I desperately want to use again. Thats why sometimes I get scared to sleep. I don't want to go back to those feelings of cravings. I've done well for so long I don't want to destroy it all by one bad dream. Then, like you, I am grumpy and moody the next day. I have learnt that quitting was never meant to be a walk in the park, no-one said it was easy - all we have to do is stay strong and know that eventuallly it gets easier. You don't want to un-do all the work you've already done? Keep going, hang in there, We're all here to support you!!!