All of you have made me feel so much better inside. Thanks for the hugs and advice and everything. You are all so so right. He has been an open book lately. Letting me know everything about where he is and what he is doing. He doesn't really do too much right now because he says he wants to gain my trust back. He did end the affair hisself because the barfly girl did call me and say that he broke her heart because he wanted to come back to me. He said that he stayed around her for so long because she said she would do that if he broke things off with her and she did. That is how I found out about it.
Anyways - I wish I could (((((hug))))) each and every one of you for your advice. The trust needs to be gained and I need to learn how to forgive him and myself if I am going to stay. One step at a time. Thanks again for clearing my mind so much today. I am so thankful for this board.......Lolobug