I think its work more than hope Gabe - you'll be ok :)

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I hear you 🥰

oh Gabe. I'm so proud of you. I have been for a long time. You have so much strength to keep fighting and I know you can do this. I will be thinking of you <3

Thank you for your support. I feel like such a loser but I won't give up. I am going to fix this xx

Feeling a little bit better today x

I'm glad Gabe :)

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Glad to hear you're feeling a bit better, Gabe.
Are you at your sister's yet?

Not yet. Going later today x

You are so smart to stay with women who love you until you get to rehab.
So so smart.

With you every moment daring Gabe :hug: s xx ❤️❤️

All the best ! :)

At my nieces now. Not allowed to drink. Day 1 xx

Feeling pretty scared x

It is going to be OK honey.....really it is. And we are all going with you. :kiss:

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It would be scarier to continue on the way you've been. :hug: Sending more love & support.

That is very much true :hug:

Another thing done. Got my PCR test. I need to show negative results for Monday.

Packed while very drunk so will have to go back to the house again. My husband won't speak to me, so I'll need my sister to call.

Once that's done and I pick up my credit card I'll be ready for Monday. It'll be a relief to get there. I think I just surrendered!

GABE!
You are making one of the best decisions you can make for yourself. I am so proud of you. This next chapter of your life is going to be AMAZING! You got this, Gabe! We are here for you.

And you'll be several days 'ahead' already, having already gone through withdrawal. :)
How are you doing with that?

I found in the end that becoming a person who never drinks entailed a series of surrenders. But it all starts with the first one - feels kind of exciting, doesn't it? You're well and truly ready to start a new chapter. I'm excited for you.

Maybe you can give your sister a list of things you need and she could just go get them? Less disruptive all around...