Thank you everyone for your support and I'm going to stay close to SR tonight. I'm trying to focus on caring for my kittens and not get so self-absorbed.

Still haven't poured out the booze yet.. Don't know what I'm waiting for.

Oh Newhope.....pour it out!!!! You will hug yourself and be so happy with your self later!!!! The wine will cause tears now and later. You got this!!!!

I poured out the wine.

:grouphug:

Way to go!!!!

yay! :c014:

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I'm just worried about tomorrow.

Tomorrow is another day.
We'll be here :grouphug:

What if I can't do this? I don't want to go back.

Newhope, you've done it before and you can do it again! You know you'll feel a million times better once you stop drinking. Stay away from stores that sell booze. Have some tea. Put on some relaxing music, read a trashy novel (reading helped me SO much when I was in rehab) or watch a movie. Get your mind involved in something other than drinking and just go to bed early tomorrow. You got this!!!!!

How are you Newhope?

Thinking of you today!

Do whatever it takes to ensure you don't go back. I'm sure there are things you didn't do in earlier attempts, be it support or counseling, or changes you failed to make. This time, make them.

We are as scared of change as we are of failure, but to succeed, something has to change.

You won last night and it wasn't easy.

:c011:

YOU CAN DO THIS.

How are you today Newhope? You did fantastic yesterday. Today is a new beginning for you.

Stick close to SR.

Not feeling too well, hubby brought home beer last night; found that insulting after his little song yesterday.

We're here for you :grouphug:

I should note that he did apologize for the song. I also realized I didn't eat yesterday and so I'm treating myself to a pizza and binge watching Netflix.

Glad you checked in today, newhope.

Well done!. :)

I'm going to exercise tomorrow and take it slowly. I want to look good for my friends wedding since I'm in her bridal party. I got to get out of this bed.