I'm so scared. I can't believe my life has come to this.

What's goin' on?

Perhaps you just need to rest and then you will feel better tomorrow.

Shanti- I'm sorry to hear you're suffering. I suggest you really *do* call that group I mentioned. Even if you're not based in Tokyo, they can help. I know this because they helped me so much when I was in crisis mode.

Hey Shantilove, how are you today?

Hey!
I'm doing really good thank you!
That was an awful embarrassing few days over new year but I'm moving forward, Im on day 4 now, slowly feeling better. Determined not to go back to that dark place again.

That's great news Shanti--well done on Day 4 :)

Thank you!!!

Hey shanti- glad you're safe- I'm assuming you're safe...