Bravo Serenidad ... The fog will burn off as your clarity and strength begin to build momentum.... You are doing this We are doing this ... Thankfully together :) |
Well done, a week!! That's great Serenidad! I had a lot if what you're describing for several months. Then that finally gave way to a bit more mental clarity while in came emotional turbulence like sadness and depression and anxiety. There was stress and fear and sexual issues. There were highs and lows and everything in between. I used exercise, nutrition, supplements, changes in caffeine, I tried it all. In the end I have found that I just need to ride it out; it's all temporary. I have mostly stopped 'trying to figure it out' and just accepted that recovery includes a LOT of weird changes in my body, mind and soul. I focus on the positives and the gratitude and the work I need to grow. It's working. I don't have cravings, I feel healthy and stronger and better. Even on bad days, I see how much better life is than when I was drinking. Hang in there and relax into it. Accept the fog as a sign you are healing. Accept the strange feelings and let them simply be. Don't resist, simply open yourself and ask 'whAt can I learn in this today? What is there to be grateful for'. Do the WORK of recovery and before you know it you'll be amazed by how far you've come. |
Originally Posted by Peter_819
(Post 5075166)
I'm just finishing up two weeks and earlier today I found myself waiting for a few minutes for the light to change before pulling out of the grocery store parking lot. Only to realise there was no light there... Definitely a little spacey... |
Originally Posted by strategery
(Post 5074437)
Have you had enough to eat? I only get that way if I haven't eaten enough. Fruit smoothies work wonders for me when I feel this way. You know you can add a handful of spinach to that fruit smoothie and you cant even taste it... And I know that spinach is good for a sobriety diet. |
Originally Posted by Serenidad
(Post 5074564)
Thank you but I think I already realized that I was turning my brain to MUSH! Haha. Not really funny but better to laugh than cry sometimes. I'm glad it gets better. This is weird!!! Yeah I'm experiencing really strange brain things, two months in: no memory, sudden paranoia, sudden depression, strange dreams, panicking because I think I've forgotten to do something, extreme laziness, euphoria, spurts of energy, forgetting everyday words, emotional roller coaster.. It IS weird. But you are SOBER !!!! :ring |
Originally Posted by OklaBH
(Post 5075181)
I was like that for about a month. Vitamin drinks help because they are quickly absorbed. Ensure, Boost..one of those. The chocolate is good :) |
Originally Posted by JanieJ
(Post 5077991)
Yeah I'm experiencing really strange brain things, two months in: no memory, sudden paranoia, sudden depression, strange dreams, panicking because I think I've forgotten to do something, extreme laziness, euphoria, spurts of energy, forgetting everyday words, emotional roller coaster.. It IS weird. But you are SOBER !!!! :ring |
Lol! Kittens!!!? I can't poke fun. Zombies were chasing me and I was fighting them with a baseball bat. There was a lot of blood and guts. The last 2 nights have been crazy dreams. Jennifer |
This is why we need to stop drinking and stick to it. I don't want to go through all that again. Hang in there, I promise it gets better. |
Originally Posted by Serenidad
(Post 5074434)
Tomorrow will be 1 week since I had a drink & I feel REALLY weird. My head is so spacey (I feel like it's floating in the clouds), can't think straight, it takes me like 5 extra seconds to process things, noises are louder....what the heck!?! If I didn't know better I would think I was stoned! But I'm not. I tried marijuana once in college & didn't like it. Anyway...I do NOT remember it being like this in 2008. NOT looking for medical advice...just wanted to know if any of you felt like this early on in sobriety? Brain feels like only 10% is working. :-/ Thx! |
Originally Posted by countrygirl2014
(Post 5078061)
Lol! Kittens!!!? I can't poke fun. Zombies were chasing me and I was fighting them with a baseball bat. There was a lot of blood and guts. The last 2 nights have been crazy dreams. Jennifer |
Originally Posted by happyandfree
(Post 5078519)
This is why we need to stop drinking and stick to it. I don't want to go through all that again. Hang in there, I promise it gets better. |
Originally Posted by Serper2014
(Post 5078561)
As much as I would like to clam your worries, I never felt this way after quitting. For me Day 1 I was hungover. Day 2 was better. Day 3 is when the withdrawals peaked. And then it was better each day. Day 7 I felt amazing and Day 14 was even better, but only slightly, but still better. Then I drank again, but I never felt bad on day 7, check with the Dr. might be some underlying issue. |
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