Jeremy, like Scott I am concerned that you are teetering on the brink of relapse. I urge you to make the decision to help yourself by recognising the symptoms and acting on them. The best thing you can do is take yourself to the hospital you were in recently and be completely honest with them.

Put aside what you and do and don't want with rehab because it isn't a smorgasbord. Go to the hospital you were in and tell them what you have told us.

Some great advice here Jeremy.

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Yer talkin yerself right out of the help
And right back to where you were or worse.
there is very good reason for no contact with anyone outside of the rehab and they have doctors inside to take care of the patients.

Youve had many years to give to the bottle so to say you don't have 5 months to give to getting healthy....well....that's a cop out.

Jeremy, congrats on your 2 weeks sober. Now as for inpatient-That 5 months is going to go by anyways. Do you want it to be 5 months sober in rehab or 5 months drunk from relapse?

You have come a long way. Don't turn back now. Remember how good you felt when you came out of the hospital stay? Get to rehab and you can have that!

Jeremy, congrats on your 2 weeks sober. Now as for inpatient-That 5 months is going to go by anyways. Do you want it to be 5 months sober in rehab or 5 months drunk from relapse?

You have come a long way. Don't turn back now. Remember how good you felt when you came out of the hospital stay? Get to rehab and you can have that!

Maybe you just need to get out of the house. See a movie, go for a walk, make snowballs- just do something outside for a bit!:grouphug:

Take the advice, my friend.

Good job on your 15 days sobriety! Keep it up. I agree with Coldfusion try to attend AA meeting