I was wrong I was reflecting back on the time I have been sober and thinking about how wrong I was about so many things. The scariest thing is I was positive I was right when in reality I was 100% wrong. Being wrong that often only shows me my solutions are the problem not the cure. Today I have the ability to accept advice and give it an honest try even if I don't think it will work. Some of my classic blunders were. I thought that all I had to do was quit drinking when in reality I had to change everything I thought I could handle drinking situations. I couldn't I thought I did not need a sobriety support network. I thought I would master sobriety and move on with my life I thought I did not need the help of others I thought alcohol was the problem not a symptom of the real problems I thought I could ignore the wreckage of the past Anyone I disagreed with was wrong I could lead the same life and simply not drink If I had enough willpower I could not drink I did not need a plan of recovery When I was wrong enough times I started to learn to listen and listen to learn |
Thank you so much for this post. Going down the list...and yup, yup, yup... I needed to read this today and make some major changes. :) |
What an amazing reflection. I found myself nodding my head at several of those points, I was going to highlight a few of them but in fact I agree with all of them. I thought that all I had to do was quit drinking when in reality I had to change everything Too true. I know that many of us felt the same way, I know I did. I'm glad we were wrong about that one, honestly. :) Thanks for the thoughtful share to start the weekend... |
Thank you so much MIR. To use an old AA saying (they hang around even if they are cliches because they mean something real!) 'The alcohol is in the bottle, the alcoholic is in my head'. It is there, warts and all, I am discovering, with or without alcohol. |
the only way i found out i was wrong was from pain : ) as i lived my old life but i just didnt drink, i went looking for a woman as that was missing from my life if i had one i am sure being sober would be more fun : ) how wrong was i ? it was just a short term fix like so many things i chased after were short term feel good fixes when i got these things i still wasnt happy and soon lost them again or they became unimportant to me i would feel the pain and then look at what i have done thats why i beleive its a life times work to grow in the fellowship pain will teach me if i am wrong or not letting someone help me was huge for me as i would sort it on my own and i wouldnt want to trouble anyone what that ment was i would sit at home and suffer in pain or feel lonely and isolated rather than call someone up like a sponsor took me years to even do that and yet its one of the first things i was told to do : ) good post |
Wow! It's like you know me! LOL Thank you for the awesome reminders about the importance of our perceptions and willingness to listen and change. |
Thank you for your post, MI. |
Very helpful post MIR--thank you! |
Good post MIR. I especially like "I thought alcohol was the problem not a symptom of the real problems" That's where all the work lies. And I simply could not get through all this work...alone. I NEED to know I'm not all alone in this..that I am not in fact, all that unique at all. |
Excellent post, MIR. Definitely much food for thought there :) |
This flags up that if I never had asked for advice or support and followed it I'd still be following my own thinking and still failing in my sobriety!! Nice post!! :) |
Wonderful post MIR ... thanks for that! Every point you made rings true for me. Sobriety is a life-long journey and I learn so much every day. |
Amen to that. Thought the exact same things. Then I was *lucky* enough to get a crash course in addiction with the help of a 28-day inpatient. And this website. I remember saying, willpower is all it takes". Then some brazen woman put me in my place....I still didn't believe her. Now I do. |
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