Can you remember a time before alcohol was a part of your life? It might seem scary, but once you get over the initial hurdle, it gets a lot easier.

I had really long periods of sobriety in the past, and when I tried moderation, those times came to an end pretty quickly.

My life is like a carbonated beverage in a bottle. Like beer. Shake it day after day constantly there comes a point when you want to open the lid and let it flow. Release. I can't think of a better analogy. Do I regret my behavior? Sure. But i know of no better way.

Should I give marriage and kids a shot? I have some money and skills to make a lot more. But I wouldn't really wish for any child to be born in the hell hole that is India and Bombay.

The purpose of life is reproduction.

Not as scary as if you keep drinking Tony.

The best gift you could give any child (not to mention wife) is a sober dad and husband.
I'd get yourself sorted first, Tony.

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