I am 24 days sober so your ahead of me:) I live Ina very small town where everyone knows everyone. I smashed into a building and was on the news. My point. Things could be worse. I hope this makes you smile, my only intention.
I'm not into AA/NA either. I have gotten a lot of great advice here. There are many online forums, cbt.recovery is one that someone suggested.
Peace~ Nowme