Today is complete Today I talked to my brother he asks me how "things" are going? I tell him things were getting better ... He says see doesn't it feel better to get rid of all the negativity in your life. My god he is right .... I haven't really felt this good in a long time... No more lies no more sneaking .... I'm with a man who loves me enough to stay with me after I know I don't deserve him... I have a beautiful daughter who has had to deal with my emotional ups and downs since the day her father and I split and still never makes me feel like I'm a bad mom... Even though I make myself feel like I am... I couldn't ask for anything more right now.. |
That's so great, j. Just snip out that last bit of negativity ("I know I don't deserve him" ... seems to me "I'm lucky to have him" works just as well). :) |
Your absolutely right I am lucky to have him! |
Jstanthrgrl, it's obvious you know the difference between right and wrong. 1018 days sober, one of the things I've noticed about myself is that guilt and shame have practically vanished. Why? Because I don't do the guilty, shameful things I did when I was drunk, and that was practically all the time. Sobriety is really and improvement in my life, I cannot deny that I am better off than before. Rootin for ya. :egypt: |
Of course I know the difference between the two but of course I choose to so the wrong and ruin so much |
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