Rd 2, day 47
 

This has by far been the worst week since u began this journey oct 1. Im sober and cannot think if any reason to drink that woukd make any of this better. My husband an I are nearing a divorce or reconciliation. I'm not sure. We agreed to counseling, he had his fest session tonight. I spent an hour after my aa meeting with some fellows, talking about my situation. I'm in a good place right now. In 10 min I might not be, but I will be sober. What is gonna happen will happen, and for me, being drunk will only make it worse. Night y'all

Prayers for peace and good outcome for you FT, whatever that might be :)

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Thanks dee :)

I slept for 9 hours and woke up in a great mood. Sobriety allows this to happen for me. If I walk through this and continue to hold grudges and be pissy, then not only do I lose myself, I will get drunk. Then everyone around me loses. My sobriety is much too important to throw away over a marriage that has gone down the tubes. I'm in recovery. My recovery is all or nothing, it's not based on outside experiences! Anyways, everyone have a good Saturday. I'm going to sure try.