Welcome Garcia...keep up the great work

Good for you Garcia!! That will help! You are always welcome to share here too! Very nonjudgmental supportive group here that will always give you good feedback!
Check in often and let us know how you are doing!

Will do thanks again guys for words of encouragement. Good night all

So excited get to c the kids tomorrow! Things have been so tough without them with me everyday

have a great weekend Garcia :)

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JBird
 

I am all too familiar with relapse. About every 4 months I'd be waking up (if I was lucky not in jail) and wondering how I got there again. This last relapse has scared the crap out of me. My life is over if I continue. I got off of all my psych meds, which I think were making me very complacent about relapse and the consequences. I've suddenly realized that my addiction has totally left me bankrupt in all areas of my life. My depression is lifting excrutiatiatingly slow. I am here now. This is it.